Quiver

The room feels vast,
With little air,
Without you my love,
To cuddle and share,

I shake and quiver,
Through lonesome nights,
I quake and shiver,
In a room with no lights,

I fear the silence,
That fills my heart,
My non-self reliance,
Will tear me apart,

I wish not to scare you,
But I need you so much,
After all that we've been through,
I desperately seek your touch,

To have you here,
By my side,
Reviving the pieces,
That have since died,

I collect my tears,
To give to you,
For they still fall,
Like pain anew,

I seek out songs that stimulate,
Energize and captivate,
But they all bring the pain back fresh,
And the pain with my heartbreak seem to mesh,

I shake and quiver,
As my mind feels lost,
I Quake and shiver,
At this extreme cost,

I lost myself that fateful day,
My heart stopped beating to only decay,
The moment the quiver entered my heart,
I should have known right from the start,
My ignorance finally struck me down,
My smile not immortal fell upside to ground,
Why does this happen...
What have I done wrong..
I feel so pathetic..
This feeling is strong..

I shake...

I quiver....

I'm lost...

Without her....