when I’m worlds away from everyone and everything
I can never coalesce or relate to anyone or anything
I lie here on the grass, awkward and distant
wondering if people are staring at me from the road
I took myself here knowing I may not find peace of mind
but for loneliness sometimes nothing is ever enough
I keep praying for You to come back to me
this void within indicating you are disappointed
don’t leave me right now, please, Jehovah
nobody said it was gonna be easy
but I’m sorry I really can’t do this on my own
nobody said I’d feel lost
at lost - been making me feel drained
well if only they could see
how screwed up my life used to be
maybe I wouldn’t be such a foreigner
so I keep reassuring myself
what you create is only what you think
a reflection in the mirror
I promise to keep fighting you
until you bleed out all the worldly hate
I will step on your face
until tell me what you’re holding inside
an emotional release is meant to be intense
a scream in your face will make you wince
similar to the words scrolling across my sky
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