Run To You With Delight

I know the pain, down deep in my heart
And nothing can ever keep us apart.
I wish things were different, didn’t happen this way
But then again, sometimes we don’t have a say.
If I could I would turn this around
Turn it around, make everything sound.
But it won’t happen, I can’t turn back time
And no matter what I do, you’re still on my mind.

Now I’ve thought long and hard about what I’ll do
Don’t worry no more, soon this will all be through.
I pause for a moment, what shall I write?
I love you mom, I love you, goodnight.
I place it on the table, no longer blue
‘Cause soon, so soon, I’ll be back with you.
I pick up the knife, press it to my wrist
I can’t wait any longer, I want that next kiss.

Are you going to be waiting there with open arms
Of course, of course, this must do the charm.
I push a bit harder, the blood starts to flow
Right now I don’t care where it is I will go.
Anywhere with you is better than here
‘Cause I love you, I love you dear.
No longer will I live sad in this life,
I can forget all the guilt and run to you with delight.