There is something broken inside of me
a small chasm has opened up and it gains in size
I sit on the edge of an abyss and it only takes one moment..all i have to do
is close my eyes
close my eyes and fall
fling my arms out and hold on to nothing..for nothing claims me
nothing but the vilest things cling on to me
sordid whispers float above my head and i embrace their small little twittering's
they summon such feelings inside of me
such poison that the ether gives...nimbus and gossamer strands cling like a vile honey
wrapping my morbid sense of worth about me tightly
what more is there?
how can i go on when i can barely breathe?
what shall my purpose be? to wield words with a fierce joy?
to summon courage in others?
what is my fucking purpose?!
disastrous ministrations of ruination are all i am capable of and all i can ever know
surround me
suffocate on my self loathing
come gather round the daily dose is spewed forth for you to consume
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