Dear You, Love Me

I never really understand you.
You're so confusing to me.
And you never really listen,
I say you're the ignorant one,
not me.
But maybe I am and I just
can't see.
Sometimes I'm so blind to reality.
Our hearts float away in opposite
directions and we never agree
on each others perceptions.
I wish you saw my side of things.
I wish I wasn't so abnormal
as you say.
I'm not really sure how or why
I turned out this way.
I won't say I'm confused, I'm
proud of who I am but its so
hard to tell you that when you
don't comprehend.
Sometimes it brings me to tears and
I get a sick feeling inside.
The fact that you can't accept that
part of me makes me want to
hide.
You have a way of making me feel
disgusted with myself and I'll be
honest and say it hurts and that
I've had enough.
One day I'll move so far away and
hope to never cross your mind
and we'll leave this all behind.