i dont know what to do,
or what to say,
whenever you say i love you,
i dont know how to explain,
that i dont feel that way,
not about you,
i could only ever feel that way,
about him,
dont you know that?
i do love you,
i really, trully do,
it kills me that i cant make you happy,
or give you what you want,
but me and my heart,
will always belong to him,
no matter where he is,
even when he leaves,
i wish that i could love you,
like you want me to,
like you love me,
you think that maybe, one day, i could,
that you can make me as happy as him,
but believe me when i say,
i cant,
no matter how hard i try,
i could only ever love him,
only he can make me truly happy,
no matter what mood im in before,
but believe me when i reply,
yes, i do love you.
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i think that im a bestfriend of boyfriend destroyer.... two down none to go....do you think theres a proper name for that? maybe... anyway i still dont know what to do, he isnt speaking to me and he just doesnt understand, i love him so much.
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Cookie, you just ruined the mood.
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how do you mean?
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well this is a morbid mood isnt it? its nice though. but very sad. you are getting very very good at this
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i don't think it is nice at all, i hate it.
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as in it is a well written peom even though it is about something that sounds really horrible. i really am crap at wording things right surely you know that by now
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yeah i dont really get what you mean. you think that what i did was horrible? or ben? or just me all over?
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