Don't think that I cant just look in to your eyes
and see that everything you say to me is nothing but lies
Dont think that I can't see right through you
the games, the put ons, the cheap excuses
nothing you say is ever the truth
and it kills to know that I'm not worth the honesty
dont think that I believe for one second you actually care
I know all about these little games
secret hint baby, I've played them all before
I been in your shoes
been the heartbreaker
but not this time, no this time I am the one with a broken heart
because I continusly let you feed me all these bullshit fantisies
and I foolishly start believeing you may actually be telling the truth this time
but then I wind up choking on my own tears
drowning myself in sorrow
because I finally realize that you never cared about me
I was only your toy for when she wasn't around
just a little plaything until better came along
I was just someone you kept around so you wouldnt be alone.
I stupidly let myself believe you were different
when in reality you are all the same
boys like you, they never change
Comments
-
huh....this reminds me of my friend. but she's a girl. she's sort of like that...okay, really like that. good poem. i like the way you capture the essence of the hurt, the wounded, the victim. it's really good. and i like the background. nice "toy" effect
-
Moving poem here.


-
good write
-
Another very moving piece you have written here.
So full of emotions.Emotions of sadness emotions of regret,yet I see a strong willpower that has kept you strong through all this.
The poem it's self is a really well written piece words that express your true feelings are very well choosen. You did a really good job with this.
ED.






