Midlife crises, boredom, self obsession,
What makes me crave self destruction?
My life is currently all it can be,
Yet, depressed thoughts is all I see.
HELP ME! I scream in desperation,
The echo of my voice, barely audible.
Still waiting, who the fuck will show compassion,
Friends? where are they when you need 'em.
Did I say friends, missed it by a mile,
Acquaintances perhaps, thoughts reconciled.
Thank God for S.A.'s strict gun licenses,
for suicide is favourable, never thought I would consider it.
Baby boy soon to be, yet I may not share this to the world,
For certain individuals deem this to be private.
I don't understand, I don't belong in this realm,
I beg you, take me away from all this confusion.
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David,
What is going on? You don't sound as if things are ok. I really hate seeing my family and friends hurt so deeply. I would love to talk and be there for you, want to talk..? I am here...
Ek is lief vir jou altyd
Nyetta
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