I dont want to eat
I wish i didn't have to
I want control
I'm dying to be thin
How far till zero?
Such a pretty number
Nothing, weightless
Sexxy, dominant
Fat is disgusting
I want cut it out
Cut me open
Scrape it off
Halloween is in 39 days
I need to be thin
I need to lose 30lbs
If not more...
Author notes
as i'm sure those of you who read all my poems have relised that my eating disorder is effecting me again, i will let u all know that these are just thoughts, i haven't started up again. i've been depressed lately and bothered by my weight again.
What did you think
Comments
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zero is not a size it's an anti size... fuck zero be a 3!
lol
luv ya babe... ironic that we have opposing problems

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as odd as it sounds i wasn't so much talking size as i was weight. i know zero is unachieveable as a weight and that even in death i would not achieve it. i love u!!
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