Don't ask me how I feel
You won't like what I say
Don't ask what you can do
You can't make this go away
Everything I know
Just seems to fall apart
Every thing I feel
Just another nail
Driven in my heart
I'm not gonna smile
And say that I'm fine
I'm not gonna lie to you
Not this time
I'm not gonna tell you
What you want me to say
I just want you to know
I need you to know
I'm not okay
Don't tell me what I need
I already know
Don't ty to guide me
Cause I won't go
Everything I have
Feels so pointless
Worthless as dirt
Just another hurt
I'm so scared of this
I'm not gonna smile
And tell you I'm fine
Not this time,
Not this time
I'm not gonna Lie to you
Not tonight
I just want you to know
Need you to know
I'm not alright
I can't describe
This sense in my heart
I can't stop myself
Falling apart
I can't understand
What makes me this way
All I know is
All that I know is
I'm not okay
Please tell me what you think
Comments
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Hoodwink!!!
This piece has a flow to it that would make good song lyrics, I'm thinking. I liked the first stanza . . . kinda reminded me of the automatic way we ask people "How are you?" without expecting or wanting them to really tell us. This is a raw piece, to be sure!



