losing the best freaind

im losing the closest freaind i ever had
i spoke things that no one would know about
to her
she knew everything
she was the only one
that could look into my eyes
and know what was happening
with out even saying a single word

she had power
and she had strength
i held her with the highest honor
and would do most of anything for her
but i didnt do everything
i should have quit for her
because i know how much it hurt her
and now i see how powerful addictions are

we use to be there for eachother
but now were only at eachothers thoughts
she would always come to me if she needed help
we knew everything
about eachother
and now its as tho were both
walking away
but so slowly that
no one could tell
but only we can

but i guess times change
and people move away
and then people are forgoten

we no long speak of our days
or of happyness
its alwasy argument
and bitterness in the heart

she sees me dying
form the things i do
shes cares so much
and fights so hard
to show me the path im on

and yet i just shun her away
and turn the other cheak
becuse im afrade of what might happen

i should have treated her better
i should have shown her the heart i once had
but now times have changes
and i fear for losing her