When its over...

Everyone tells us, when its over, blah, blah, blah.
But how do they know?
they tell us, when its over we'll do this or do that.
or they tell us we'll go here or we'll go there.
How was it there choice?
what do they know?
why don't we know?
everyone says "just rely on your faith"
What does it mean to have faith?
what does it mean when you don't have faith, or you don't believe in fate...?

I remember a time when i believed in fate...
I don't anymore...
My fate left me...
it is no longer in my hands.
I no longer control my life.
i lost that aspect of my life when i decided to let fate run its course...
Now look at me...
I have no control of my life and i don't want the control...
i think...

I've realized something the other day...
I realized that when someone if faithless,
or when someone is going to let fate run its course,
don't.

when you let your faith take control
or you rely on your faith
you won't learn anything
you won't gain any knowledge
you won't even know if your faith was strong enough to change anything
when you die.
Your dead.
that's all,
there isn't anymore.