in the works

Inside is a girl who is screaming to be heard
She will never be heard because of the incessant beating of my heart
This girl is the person that I will never be
I want to release her because she is the person that I am supposed to be
To let this girl out would mean I would have to become the one I am meant to be.
I have  a hard time see the person that other people see in me everyday
I don't take a compliment well and I would rather see the negative than the
positive

No matter how hard I try it always comes back to wanting to anyone,but who I am
Some days I love the person I am and other days I would rather hate myself
than have to deal with the person I have inside who I hide all the time
I know that I cannot hide behind a mask or a wall
Reality is always going to set in when I think about who I am


Sometimes I just wanted to let her out of the cage I have put her in
To stop the screaming that no one else can hear
I know in my heart that I can be whatever I want to be
I just need to convince my head that I am just as good as anyone else
I beat myself up about every mistake I make
Yet, I don't always give myself credit for the good things I do.