i wish i could look inside
to know what you really think
as i lie in bed and hide
the feelings make my heart sink
i wish i could look deep in your soul
to know what makes you tick
but inside me is a black hole
and to me; nothing will stick
not the blood that flows so free inside
not even the images that i wish to hide
not the memories that make me think twice
not even the thought of true happiness sounds nice
but if i could look inside and really understand
why cant i reach out for a helping hand
i'm so lost inside myself; with no way out
no wonder my whole life has been lived in doubt
no hope, no dreams, nothing left to hide
the day i looked into my heart is the day that my soul died...
what do you think?
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The "memories that make me think twice' bit is really touching, I can feel that too. The last line is very sad, a good conclusion to this poem.
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