Wish You Well

When happy days turn to stormy nights
You must have been so petrified
I know you felt so cold inside
You against the world.....in your mind
Captive of your demons inside
So you sought an enemy
I'm not your enemy, he lives in you, you know it's true
I did what I could to try and save you
Like times before that you mock ignorantly
I would walk through fire before making some I love
Feel like they were nothing!!!!!

I wish you well

I truly wanted solidarity
Still wearing my blinders like back then
So much I didn't see
I weep for what I dreamed we could be
I'll keep you in prayer till the end
Still bruised, still walk on eggshells
Same Sierra trying to protect myself
Can't believe I still need to protect myself from you
But you can't manipulate me like before

And I wish you well

If my show of pain is miniscule
Inside your mind, sorry
(I'm so sorry, please forgive me)
There's only so much I can do
I love you and I did all that I could

Maybe when you're cursing me
You don't feel incomplete
But we've all made mistakes
Felt the guilt and self-hate
I know you've been there plenty
Maybe you still got love for me
But let him without sin cast the first stone brethren
But who remains standing then
Not you..... not I
See Phillipians 4:9

So I wish you well