All my life
I have worked
To fit in
To be with people
To be in the "in crowd"
To be social
But
I've realized
No matter how hard i climb
I always fall harder
Well,
Now I'm done.
I give up trying
I don't want to climb anymore
Fuck society
And it's expectation
I give up
I'm done
I'm leaving
I'm becoming invisible
I'm sick of
Being like this
This confused person
Under so much pressure
I can't handle it anymore
It's too much
I just want to pack a bag
And go
To leave
To be away from everyone.
I just want to give up.
Author notes
I..Dont really know why I wrote this.
I just feel this way.
There has been so much going on, that I do really want to give up.
And I am.
Please tell me what you think
Comments
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You dont need to be anything for anybody. Fuck what EVERYONE says, you are you.... nothing more and nothing less. If you try to fit in with where you "think" you should fit in or where society thinks you should fit in, if that forces you to be ANYTHING other than total, you, then its crap and you dont need it.
Life is for you to feel comfortable and happy, not try and be a square peg in a round hole for 70 years. I renounced the round hole... lets be squares together. If it makes you unhappy or uncomfortable, then its not worth your precious time.
Be invisible for a while, run away from everything if it helps. Give yourself time to thin. Realize who you are, what you want, and then chase it down. I'm with you every step of the way, even if you don't want me, Im going to help you. Ian will help you. You may not believe it now but Kyle will help you. Hell, even your dad, your music, your therapist, your clothes, your dog!
I love you so much and I cant wait for all of the total you to shine out like the sun after a too-long storm
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