Not The Same

At times Ive acted like a child,
said things I shouldnt have,
weither I had the right to or not.

Ive kept the smallest things,
from the one I love the most,
just in worry that it would piss him off.

Who was I fooling?

Ive come to see so much,
its like reality being shot within me.
Somethings will be the same,
but those that change, will only be for the better.

I love him more than anyone could ever know.
I wouldnt go back and change our three years for anything,
everything happens for a reason.

A baby is on the way,
I hope he is more like his father than me.
Without him, Im not sure what Id do.
Ive had a taste of that before,
and Id rather not try it again.

A while ago, I turned a new leaf,
things are very different now,
its not the same,
but the change is for the better.
Im being the person I should have been so long ago.

I love you baby and words cannot express what you mean to me.