Truth of the Heart

In twilights dream of fearful knowing
while next to you my fears are showing
I know not what the future brings
and the painful truth my heart must sing

Awake now sure and not to sleep
this fear of mine goes far too deep
and in my yearning to beckon slumber
my mind is full of My fearful blunder

To what end I sure must follow
and never spend a night so shallow
without this fear of dreading doom
and to my mind a peaceful boon

Cannot become the thing I crave
nor beg to be a willing slave
to what You need and plead for now
My heart will sing a pledge I vow

Of not to give my heart in vain
and treading to this hopeless plain
of tense and fearful truth I hide
together with you us two will bide

Until I find that strength I need
to speak of what my heart must heed
and take my fate into my own hands
and break through this restraining band

Alone I will to this truth I  seek
and vow a silence far too deep
that of your Stength I see None now
but take the fault of My willing vow.