Did fate bring me in?
Couldn't be another beginning
I still remember the last time
I thought your love was mine
But it's more than a dream
A nightmare it seems
For when I woke up it was gone
A memory left undone.
Now here you are again
Is it to make amends?
I don't want to gamble over
I cannot dare to suffer
The feelings still remain
Both the anger and shame
How can I start?
My world's still falling apart
There's no reason to pretend
The pain won't either end
Life has never been the same
Yet I kept myself tamed.
Years of pondering through
With ceaseless tears I spent with you.
Fate must have brought you back in
God made it happen by all means
Not for love to have a second chance
But for me to have my last glance.
When I look at you reluctantly
I sense something differently
Not love, not hope, not lust
Just a man from my past.



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