Help Me

Dead,
decaying from the inside out.
Giving In,
without a crying whim or shout.
Sinking Down,
from my feet to my knees.
Lying flat,
Like a suffering mutt begging-Kill me Please!
No life,
every scene, every situation hurts my heart.
No Meaning,
I am in a play of life, without the tiniest part.
Emotional Deficency,
have I ever felt, for I've not felt for so long.
Pondering,
is a place on Earth where I belong?
Wondering,
is there something else to my existence, something more?
Slipping, to find answers,
into the ocean of blood on the floor.
Help Me