Put to Rest

Of all of the messes I made
This one is brilliant
It seems that I need my meat
cut for me after all
When all of my genius plans
need to come into action
I just grab onto the railing
afraid I will fall

I don't go places to find
something new anymore
I just keep moving
because I'm afraid to sit still
And I cannot ask you
to care about me anymore
I've made too many mistakes
and I know I still will

You call it freedom
I call it chains that stretch
You say original
and I say it's just too far fetched
I am weathered
look at the state that I'm in
Tell me how we begin
When the endings can't be put to rest

Of all of the lines that you wrote
this one is brilliant
You say you'll never know what is next
unless you go look
But my eyes are still on an
endless bill I'm still paying
Still lost in my memories
and the old books

You call it freedom
I call it chains that stretch
You say original
and I say it's just too far fetched
I am weathered
look at the state that I'm in
Tell me how we begin
When the endings can't be put to rest
'Cause the ending can't be put to rest