Seeking

Seeking somthing,
Don't know what,
Don't know who,
Not sure as to what to do.

Feeling lost without reason,
Flourishing youth but out of season.
Absintly wandering, winding, ever seaking
but blundering blindly.

Trying to fill the emptiness inside,
wishing for freedom but always in hiding.
Looking for purpose but never finding,
the essence to make life worth wile.

No reason to rise when the sun flies the skies,
wishing for night to fall under, another world
in blissfull slumber.

Writing for others what I desire,
can't help but feel an empty fire,
burning, freezing ice and heat,
emotions always in retreat.

Fear and ignorance dwell where
courage and logic need to prevail.
Seeking answers to questions within,
but never finding them without or within.

Don't know what it is, Couldn't find it if I did.