I'm feeling lightheaded and the breath won't fade from the window.
What is wrong, I'm asked, I don't know, there's something in my head.
It's there and it won't stop fucking speaking to me, talking to me, telling me things I don't want to hear, never again!
Make it stop, I'm told.
I don't know how! Don't you think I would've already?
Don't get snippy, I'm chastised.
Shut up! Who are you to tell me what to do?
Mind your manners, we're the same, I'm told.
No we aren't, I'm not you, you're rude and annoying and stupid, and you won't shut up!
I'm you.
No you aren't! You're just a voice that won't leave!
Just like everyone else!
...Fuck.
Make them stop dammit.
I just want the voices to stop.
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Honestly, above and beyond that call of duty. Mind your tongue, it is fouled with black words.
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