Trust

Trust,
is what exactly?
Is it,
knowing your safe?
Is it,
knowing he's safe?
We've talked about,
many things before.
But yet,
nothing this strong.
I sit and watch,
as your world comes tumbling down.
I tell you,
I'm there for you.
I tell you,
it will be okay.
But how do I know,
I've never felt that way.
I was with someone,
so special, so pure.
She left me,
parents ended us all.
We are now friends,
and nothing more.
We had that connection,
like the one you two share.
Don't let this fucked up shit,
get you down.
Girl,
you love him.
Don't give up on him,
you know you can't.
Back to my question,
about trust.
Is it there,
with us?
Do you trust me,
as I do you?
I wanted it for so long,
yet nothing seems right.
Today,
there was this magic eight ball.
It said,
it would happen.
I know,
don't believe in that kind of thing.
I just thought,
I'd be stupid.
Somedays I wonder,
if my desicion is right.
Would I ruin,
the two of you?
Would I ruin,
the trust?
I'm not thinking,
of how this would affect me.
I'm thinking,
if this is right for you.
I'm also thinking,
because I love her so much.
It's not,
that I'm going to regret.
It's I'm afraid,
of what will happen.
Maybe,
we should wait.
Think about the word,
trust for a minute.
Do you really think,
this won't ruin it.
You know,
I love you.
You know,
I want this.
But,
do you?