I feel completely lost,
torn between two worlds,
for each action there is a cost,
like trash i feel taust,
I want to have friends and be noticed,
but i always end up hurt,
I want to be alone with my shadow,
but it feels like being dead.
Im lost, confused,
whats going on in my fucking head.
The only thing reliable,
is the pain from my blade,
that dances across my wrists,
so swift,
so smooth,
I cant cry,
my heart is dead,
i pry out my tears with a razor,
blood red,
when will the worlds aline,
I cry out so many times,
noone has an answer,
except that dying is a crime.
You must put on a smile through everything,
the sadness and the pain,
but i just say,
fuck them all,
i dont play there game.
Ive always tried to smile,
but damn its jsut a lie,
I try to think positive,
I try,
I try,
I try,
I know I could never fly,
for i will always just be me.
I want to sproat wings and soar,
with angels once to see,
whats its like to feel something,
beneath a smiles glow,
instead of everyday,
always feeling this low.
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