Only If You Knew

You don't want to know the thoughts
going in and out of my head
as I lye on the bed
daydreaming about you
and imagine the little things we could do.
I love you like a friend
and crushing on you even more,
but trust and believe you're not
the only one that I adore.
You hold the key to something,
but that something is not my heart
and I don't want you to think
just because of that
we have to part.
It's not because of your looks
that got me a little hooked.
It's our late night conversations on the phone
and I love that fact that you tell me when I'm wrong
because I'm not always right
and you're not afraid to fuss or fight
and I like that.
I love the little nicknames that you give me
when you mumble under your breath.
When you think I don't hear you
it's like you're giving me a little test.
Infact I love it when you call me
your little ride or die chick
because no matter what we go through
I will ride for you,
but I'm not ready to die.
You see I wrote this poem for you
just like I said I would.
Deep inside I hope you like it
and it touches your heart
and hope we continue to be friends
like we have been from the start.