Meaningless Darkness

This is not happening.
I thought I was doing the right thing,
by ending this, he was too much of a joker for me.
I think I was right,
he thinks I was wrong.
I have broken his heart,
and now we are both hell-bound.
I see no love in eyes now,
just an obsession,
or at least that is my impression.
This is all my fault,
when I broke it off,
it acted as a catalyst,
for the meaningless darkness that surrounds me now.
His once beautiful amber eyes
seem to have turned into a charcoal black.
The fear of him is taking over my heart,
it is boiling over in my heart.
We are the Titanic,
we are about to hit the glacier.

Author notes

I used all three options.

1. The sweeter the apple, the blacker the core. Scratch a lover and find a foe.
Dorothy Rothschild Parker

2. Meaningless Darkness

3.3. Word Bank (use all words)
a. amber
b. broken
c. catalyst
d. darkness
e. everlasting
f. forceful
g. glacier
h. hell-bound
i. impression
j. joker