Carve me Hollow

Carve me Hollow

How do you think I feel, every single day.
Waking up alone, in every single way.

A useless waste of space, is exactly how I feel.
Alone in every way, with pain that's very real.

You say you're there for me, but you don't show it in the least.
You've used me like they used you, making the pain never cease.

You're supposed to heal the void, not make it even worse.
You're supposed to care for me, not scream until I'm hoarse.

You make me feel worse, than I already do.
It shouldn't be that way, coming from you.

Inside my soul, where do I begin.
I'm carved to the hollow, my core stretched too thin.

It's left me raw edges, that never seem to heal.
It's leaving me with scars, that never seem to seal.

Never even listen, when I need to be heard.
I can scream forever lasting, but you won't acknowledge my word.

I'm tired of jumping, at your beckond call.
I'm tired of waving, 'couls I know I'll fall.

You're carving me hollow, and putting me back.
You're working me fragile, and want me intact.

I'm going to break down, and that days coming soon.
I'll be paler than the sun, and empty like the moon.

I won't be there anymore, when you really need to cry.

I won't be there anymore, I won't even try.