Personal Battlefield

Choked on words I couldnt admit
You took me from my prison and I'll never forget
You helped me through all my personal battles
and never backed away
Even though I hate myself each and every day
I tried to die
I wanted to leave
You held my hand
And made me believe
Took my issues and threw them out the door
Waking up and trying to be better off...
I cant take much more
I see signs all around me
And I feel like I'm trapped
Trying to forget you...
This isn't going to last
My love for you... turned to this curse
And where I am right now,
I think It's going to get worse
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