as these drugs begin to peak, the thoughts surround me
as i become full of grief and agony, i take another hit trying to relieve the pain
when the night sky is at its darkest, ill turn out the lights and see wat unfolds
as moments pass, another hit goes by, and the razorblade is back in my hands once again
with no light to see, i can see red illuminating on my arms
i wonder how long it will take, for these drugs to kill me off
as i make another bowl, i turn on the lights to see that im nothing less then a bloody mess
a tear falls mixing in with the red, as i reach under the bed
now in my hand i hold something that will end me quickly
i take it to my mouth, with the safe off and now im ready for a blood bath
i pull the trigger in the blink of an eye, and now im facing the gates
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SirThug
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This is a powerful piece of poetry you have written.I would not wish this on an enemy.Very sad and thought provoking for sure.And I dought the gates would be what you would see under these circumstances.Thanks for the entry and best of wishes to you.
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