Can I Trust You?

So it's been awhile,
since we've sat like this.
Just took a deep breathe,
and looked at each other.
And i thought we'd lost it,
lost all these feelings,
i thought they were gone.
I meant what i said,
things can't go back.
i can't do that
not again.
But it's in the way you look at me,
and offer to do nice things....
it's like you've changed personality's...
did a 180....
and I'm not sure whether or not i should be worried...
because they tell keep on telling me not to trust you...
but i really really want to.
Like something inside me is screaming that you're telling
the truth...
but i've made mistakes before when it came to you,
and i could be doing it again...
could be running in circles..
and i can't do that for the rest of my life...
you made me feel like i couldn't breathe,
like i didnt matter...
and now i've got someone who believes in me,
who's waiting till the summer just so we can have a single
week...
and i'm weak to my knees when i think about it...
because all the time,
always,
my thoughts go back to you...
like they always did...
and i guess they always do.