but you cant
wait for me
but you wouldnt
This is the beginning
and love is fear
The sky is opening up
and I can almost hear
all the reasons why
I can almost say I'm okay
without forcing it or trying
Irrigating self control
self concept of decimation
double cliche in one meaning
we step on each other
as the world unites
and I can hardly breathe under your feet
I can hardly believe, anything at all
I stand 3 inches tall
I feel so small
and underneath it all
I can tell, you think so too
I became a place for your head
a place for the dead
and in the pitfalls of your hair
I share the intimacy of death
penetrating gaze, selfish haze
you set ablaze the eternal fire
the eternal hatred that cannot be
You set apart worlds in me
and though I breathe, I can surely see
just what is meant to be
we circle and rotate around one another
until our skin become powerless convictions
and our tongues share self hate
me, for advocacy
you, for love.
Author notes
I won't control or restrain things
I do not understand
Now I realize I'm stronger better
They gave to me now I give to you
The means to burn the thoughts I had
Now I realize I'm stronger better more
We have to save ourselves
I will never become another piece
Inside the paralytic construct I hate
Live forever? well, I would rather die
At least I'd know
I wasn't theirs to create
This is yours, but you had better choose
Before they take away your right to decide
I guess I'll never believe in fuckin' anything
But my solace is I can handle everything
