It hurts me.
Do you know it hurts me?
Do you want to hurt me?
Do you care if you hurt me?
Do you realise you hurt me?
It hurts me.
When i think of it,
it makes me
want to throw up.
It really hurts.
It hurts me irrationally.
It isn't fair.
Your supposed to be mine.
Can you not read me?
Can you not tell?
Put yourself in my fucking shoes.
If I did to you,
what you are doing to me,
You would hurt
more then I am now.
It really kills me.
Carrying a heavy heart.
I don't want to hurt.
But I'm already in too deep.
The last thing I want
is to loose you.
And yet
at the moment
i find it hard to love you.
Because it hurts.
Because its probably
nothing.
But its still there.
And it still hurts me.
Surly you have been hurt?
Surly you don't want to cause me the pain?
But you are.
Though i doubt you know it.
I love you.
I do love you.
With all my heart.
All my soul.
But just understand,
baby please,
it hurts.


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