"Clever..." she says casting me that coi smile
and I..I..I just feel like everything is different now.
from the way things used to be, with myself pulling down on me
but the one thing that distracts is she...loves with her heart
and not just with what she sees.
That lovely girl with the questioning blue eyes,
the one that stands...just there!...holding that ugly.bleeding.fragile.thing.
That just so happens to be a heart...and its mine,I do believe.
At times she looks as though...shes plagued with sadness like the crow
And I wish that i could know...just what her silence means...
Just what that silence means!!! I search my brain and I watch her lips
My eyes leave her face to trace her hips...and we talk of things like
acid trips and safey safes and "fat" spelled with a ph and nothing seems to make sense!!!
And everything chooses to commense with this natural intoxication so intense
What is really killing me...the love or the suspense?
Let me prepare a case with her for my own defense! And im sure we will laugh,
quite certain we will cry,all that I know is her smile gets me so high!!
I would never leave her..no not again...( Sorry about that )
*Stares into your eyes and places my index finger on your chin*
I want you right now just like I wanted you then.
The night we went on that journey and kissed in the autumn rain
and everytime I see you cry my blood turns into pain...my heart colliding with
the neurons in my brain...please just let me hold you while we both go insane.
I`ll be here forever so please dont think that I will leave...
I know that in my past I was stupid and naive.
But here we are now..and my hearts on my sleeve.











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