I'm so sick
so sick of trying to be okay
fake a smile for you
you tell me they're all so forced
it's so sad
I can't...
Nothing's ever good enough
and I truly hate to say this
how would you feel if
I were dead
If I had truly had enough
of being caged inside
and miserable
left to my own fate
letting it fuck me over, once again--
That I ended it all on my own
and all that would remain of me
would be merely a wisp
of air, a ghost
a dark hole
where a soul once was..
At least there would be peace
no dissapointment
or being taken for granted
Enough of my endless days
enough of wanting a different life
enough of wishing my life away
and always swallowing the moments I have
in front of me...
Spare me
from your own life.
I've already had enough.
My apologies.
Author notes
Yeah, this is me channeling all my rage...
phew. >.<
A contest entry
- RANT!!! by written-in-ink.
1100 points, ended September 7, 2008, 12 entries
Honorable mention
• next poem in this contest, remove from contest
Comments
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thank-youu soo much i really appreciate it.
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wow
i feel like this
alot you ahev no idea
i mean alot
i am so there with you
and i hope that you feel better love!
thank yiou so much
and good luck
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