Bye.

Bye.
My eyes prickle
and start to moisten,
My head pangs
And the knife goes in deeper.

Bye.
In my stomach it goes harder.
My head pounding.
My eyes in a salty sea,
Running down my cheek.

Bye.
My throat tightens up,
Dry, unlike my cheeks,
Gasping uncontrollably,
The sounds start to hurt.

Bye.
I can’t stop the shaking,
All through my bones,
My thoughts start to sharpen,
And I think of you again.

Bye.
They go blurry again,
The knife pulls out a bit,
But it still hurts,
It always will.

Bye.
You’ll never know how much I love you,
How that one word cut me inside,
More than I thought it ever could,
More than the agonizing scream,
Burning my throat,
When I first saw the words,
I cant do this anymore.

Author notes

unlike everything else, this isn't about luke. i wont say who it is about incase my friends read it. they could probably figure it out any way. anyway i wrote it just after it happened, but you probably dont kow what happened do you? well my "friend" who i absoloutly love, but just as a friend, decided she couldn't be bothered being my friend because im not happy all the time and i dont want to see a councelor. ok maybe thats not the best way to put it, or the nicest but what ever im pissed off. and it's to complicated to explain, but any way thats what its about.