Appalled

I am just appalled in general
there's nothing you can do at all
To change the distant state I'm in
Unless you also do time travelling

I see your fingerprints all over her
and god it hurts
like I never knew I could feel

I'm tired of thinking about how to win
to stop your busy eyes from wandering
It hurts I have to keep your hands off me
because I love you so deeply

You leave your fingerprints all over me
and god it's void
like I never knew I could feel

I'm tired of having to think so deep
don't they say love should happen naturally?
You treated her as disposable
there's nothing you can do at all
I am just appalled in general
It hurts to have to keep your hands off me

Author notes

It's about being in love with someone who has a tendency to mostly have purely physical relationships... and wanting to be taken seriously, and wanting them for yourself, and wanting it badly and not understanding where that impulse is coming from - and being tired of having to fight against it and for it at the same time.