Regret

I live in my life in regret.
Regret of all that I have done wrong,
And all that I was too afraid to do.

I regret saying those things,
To my brother.
I regret not being around,
For my sister.

I regret not being good enough,
For my family and friends.
I regret being something I am not,
To make everyone else happy.

I regret not showing anyone the real me,
Because I was too afraid of rejection.
I regret tryign so hard,
For something i never really wanted.

I regret being a fool,
When I saw how you felt.
I regret not asking you,
When I Had the chance.

That was the biggest mistake of my life,
I see you now,
As you always were,
But somehow you are more.

How could I have missed it?
The way you looked at me,
IS the way i look at you.

I lost my one and only chance,
To be with someone who truly cares.
And I will never get that chance again,
This is my biggest Regret.