After the Tunnel

Life was such a burden
but with you i was strong
knowing you wouldnt leave me
was what kept me going on.

But the winds grew stronger
and our words became bolder
soon screeching was all your could hear
and bickering was the new love.

Soon after you broke my heart
and the walls came tumbling down
she was in your arms
while i was in the arms of a stranger.

The stranger was kind, or so i thought
until his mistress tore me apart
the cut was so i deep
i didnt know if i would live

But i came through, into the light
only to go deep into a tunnel
repeating the same acts or torture
that the stranger inflicted on me.

Memories attacked me from every corner
eating away at what was left of my heart
the loss of blood was addicting
but i knew it wasnt right.

As i crawled out the deepest part of my mind
feeling as though i had just undergone the worlds pain
i had to prove to myself that i was better
that i could be happy, even by myself..alone.

I was finally happy.
then i thought of getting in contact with him
what was going to be the after effect was beyond me
but look now.

Talking about getting together, again
doing everything we talking about doing so many years ago
M&M. Forever. Love. Happiness. Kisses. Home.
He is back. And my dream came true.
All those wishes were worth something after all.