Time to Surrender

Everyone knows,
When it is time to admit defeat.
After years of trying,
And years of pain,
I think I have reached that point.

I can not bear it anymore,
My hopes being risen,
And torn down again.

I can not survive,
Another disapointment.
I give all that i have,
And I recieve nothing in return.

I have given my heart one too many times,
And it is now on the virge of extinction.
i am losing control,
And I want it back.

Nothing seems to be right,
I am the bad feeling in the pit of your stomache,
I am the blind step you are afraid to take,
I am chance that may change everything.
And yet you are afraid.

You are the light at the end of the tunnel,
The calm after the storm.
You are my feeling of serenity,
The key to my soul.

And there is only one left for me to do,
I surrender myself to you.