My Perspective on life at the moment

I havn't know
I've never grown
To this damned world around me.

Life is cruel
No simple rule
Everything is so confusing.

Everyone's bad
I'm going mad
With the curse that possesses me.

With this said
I rub my head
And try to think of a better world.

But that will never be
This is haunting me
Like the ghosts of past memories.

I toss and I turn
Guess I'll never learn
To forget what has occurred.

I try to move on
Escape life's con
But it's drawing me in for the kill.

I'm in the devil's reach
A security breach
I'm going to be in hell soon, oh forgive me.

I've been torn apart
My poor, dark heart
Can't take anymore pain and suffering.

I've fought my last breath
Awaiting my death
At last my life's drawing to a close.

Wait, what have I done?
What have I begun?
Another hatred to this world.

Why do I care?
This life I can't bear
With the poison infecting everyone.

The poison I speak
It may seem bleak
But it's the lies what is the virus.

And now it spreads
Tearing lives to shreds
And the lies are attacking me with swords.

There's only one cure
And this I am sure
And that's the death to all humanity.

This may sound insane
But it's my goal to gain
Every lie in the world to come and kill me.

That's what I have to say
It's better off this way
Better than everyone being lied to.

Kill all the lies
Swat them like flies
And turn this spiteful world to the truthful.

Oh can't you see?
This is bothering me
So send all your lies here.

Call me mad or odd
Quoted from 'Sweeny Todd'
Is my favourite of all the lyrics.

It's speaking the truth
Help dear Ruth
By repeating this together:

'There's a hole in the world like a great black pit
And it's filled with people who are filled with shit,
And the vermin of the world inhabit it...'