No Soul

How can you look at yourself in the mirror
knowing i'm alone?
How can you be so happy,
when you get off the phone?
Am i the only one
Who feels the way i do?
why do i make myself so sick
crying over you?
I could have my pick,
leave you in the dust.

But for my survival
your love is a must.

And you must have no soul
to do this like you do
Leaving to my tears
to be all sad and blue.

You ask me to be with you
and i can't because i'm mad.

And then i ask you back
and you leave me all sad
do you want to be with me baby
Tell me the truth
should i go on with my life
Living out my youth?
should i try another one
who will love me more
but every time he talks
He leaves my heart sore.

So alike he is to you my love
oh it's just not fair
I want you to be jealous
and treat me like you care.

I want you to freak out
to tell them to back away
make a big deal of it
So i know you'll stay.

But you won't, i'm no good
your love for me will fade
and through all this black and white
we're a never ending grey;
tell me that i'm still your girl
that i'm your number one
that you wouldn't screw someone else
for just one night of fun..
but you won't tell me these things
you'll just do as you please
keeping me in confusion
keep me on my knees
A slave to you i am
a prisoner of love
and every which away
i find myself shoved
i still think of you daily
i want you to come back
But i'm in so much agony
i'm afraid that i'd attack


attack this love we've built,
all these tears are spilt,
my pretty rose will wilt,
as i fill with guilt....

Do you have no soul?