There are days when I just can’t be bothered
and days when the world just seems fine,
there are days when the pain becomes too much to bear
and days that I wish were not mine.
To wake in the morning and get out of bed
and to know that my world does exist,
to look in the mirror but not see myself
and to question if I will be missed.
Those are the darkest of days that I know
with no purpose or need to go on,
I’m dying inside but I’ll put on a show
and my smiles although fake will have shone.
Though I’m not an actor I’ll fulfil my role,
the words I shall know off by heart,
a performance that comes from deep in my soul
I won’t falter, before I depart.


Moonie xxx






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