You've never cared
So why should I
Living in this hell is taking it's toll
Disconnecting me from the world
Giving me nothing to pray for
Nothing to set my mind to
Except to get out by the only way I know how
Taking my life, or what is left
Leaving you and everything behind
Because I know you won't miss me
I'm just a burden, a bother, a disaster
All you do is hurt me, break me down
Cut me up and never stop
I scream at the top of my lungs
Wanting to be heard, to be saved
I scramble for the knife
The one in which you used
I jump up on my feet
Staring you down, giving up
"I'll finish the job for you."
I place the rusty knife on my flesh
On my wrist, the best place
Pressing with all my strength
Thankful for the end to come
Skin splitting open, revealing what's in side
Red rose blood running down
Onto the floor, everywhere
As I wait to die you stab me
My chest is aching, blood pouring out
The walls close in and I see you
Standing over me, smiling
So evil, hating my existence
But it's all over now
I'll haunt you till you die
Never again shall you hurt me
Never again shall you see the light of day
