So lately I've been kind of confused...like a horrid unexplained mash of bliss and sorrow are growing inside me. In the end, it just ends up making me feel sick to my stomach. I don't know...something is different. It's as if something in the universe has drastically changed and someone forgot to tell me. Maybe I've changed...but I don't think I have.
I just feel so out of it...like I'm not really HERE. I feel like I'm on autopilot. I don't like it. And I don't know what to do.
Every time I sit and try to figure things out, I just confuse myself more. I'm so confused that I don't even know what I'm confused about! It's not fun. And I don't know what to do.
So how was it?
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Are you experiencing a sort of unease... a subdued panic? This may come from feeling like you are not meeting goals well enough. Satisfaction in life sometimes results from making predictable progress in areas that will lead to good conclusions.
Today's young women are faced with so MANY options in life that they can go quietly insane trying to decide which direction they wish to choose. If you are not realizing any joy in life, please make an assessment of what gives you happiness and joy. Do some of that. MORE OF THAT! Lose yourself in it at every opportunity.
Aimless worry and dread are bi-products of our strange society that is becoming more and more morally corrupt. Steadfast values that lead to a successful life give one a feeling of safety and happiness.
Melodies 
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