I stand here
in the middle of nowhere.
You broke me
You hurt me
The tears i shed
have no meaning anymore.
Those words you spoke
left me heartless
left me in a million pieces
I'm trying to pick them up,
and put them back together.
Rebuild my puzzle.
Recolor my picture.
I will never truely understand,
how i made you feel,
and what made you say that.
You smells brings back memories,
Songs reminds me oh so,
Drives that tell so many stories.
Why i stayed,
Why i never left,
and why i put up with everything?
I shall never truely know..
I thought it was real,
I thought it was forever.
I had everything planned out,
Everything:
From the dots on the I's and the crosses on the T's
You broke me,
You hurt me.
You never saw my tears,
cus you never understood,
how i felt.
You never listened,
You never just stayed with me.
The late nights i stayed up,
The countless sleepless nights,
And the time spent.
I want it all back,
I need it back.
4 Years:
Of smiles, laughs, and tears
time, energy, and love.
That can not be replaced.
I pictured you as perfect,
Perfect boyfriend, Perfect fiance',
and to be the Perfect husband.
You were everything i wanted,
You had everything i wanted
You were going to my life, my other half.
The picture that seemed perfect,
was torn in half,
right down the middle.
You can't fix that,
You can't take anything back,
You can't redo anything.
I liked you,
I loved you,
I wanted all of you.
You will never understand,
You will never get it,
never.
I couldnt do it anymore,
I cant do it anymore,
and i wont.
I picked up every last thing,
walked away,
and didnt look back.
And have finally found a brighter side to life
and..
"One day things will be okay.
One day things will be great.
One day i will wake up with a smile, and never look back."
-me
Author notes
This is a poem that needed to be written. I broke up with my boyfriend that i was together with for 4 years, on and off. I thought he was amazing and absolutely wonderful, but things are as perfect as they seem. We have been broken up for about 2 weeks now and i have found somebody new. Somebody that has changed everything around. He is trying so hard to replace what has been broken, and doing an amazing job at it.
I hope you guys enjoy this write, and if you dont its okay. Its a personal thing that i had to write out. To get everything out, all the emotions, all the time, all the love, all the feelings. Needed to be put on paper. I feel alot better, but it'll take time. But i have time i have the rest of my life to
Fix those holes.
Fill that emptiness.
Relace that love that i had, and will regain one day.
Hope you enyjoy.
Thank you for listening.
Please tell me what you think
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hi
I pictured you as perfect,
Perfect boyfriend, Perfect fiance',
and to be the Perfect husband.
You were everything i wanted,
You had everything i wanted
You were going to my life, my other half.
The picture that seemed perfect,
was torn in half,
right down the middle.
You can't fix that,
You can't take anything back,
You can't redo anything.
I liked you,
I loved you,
I wanted all of you.
You will never understand,
You will never get it,
never.
I couldnt do it anymore,
I cant do it anymore,
and i wont.
I picked up every last thing,
walked away,
and didnt look back.
And have finally found a brighter side to life
and..
"One day things will be okay.
One day things will be great.
One day i will wake up with a smile, and never look back."
-me
u did a outstandin job wit this poem n all ure writes that u do.i love readin all ure poems. great job wit this. Full of emotions, heart n soul put into this poem n its amazin. pls keep writin. i can relate to this poem n its outstandin poem at that.. once again alsome job..well written..
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i just saw that you commented. Sorry, for getting back so late. Im happy you enjoyed it. I wrote another one related to this one as well. Thanks for the comment.
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