I've lost myself in this haze
this spin spin spin of things unsaid and lies from lips like ice cubes from trays
cracked
cold
all mixed up
emotions high
senses high
the world is swimmy
like those abandoned little guys in the latex wrapper I left on the floor
your face
my sleepless nights
the stench of cigarette smoke overpowers me
and yet...
it's that comfort
that knowing
that remembrance
I close my eyes
bring to mind one wink
one smile
one nudge
Shudder
bliss
sweet, sweet, unfeeling emotional agony
melodrama
and you know what?
a slow death's better than none at all
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I saw this on facebook. It's absolutely incredible.
[...also reminds me of me a lil too much] x_x
but hey.
Keep writing. Stay strong. All that stuff. You know the drill.
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I love this hun :]
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