You say you love me more,
But how can you hurt me so?
You hear the pain in my voice as I speak through tears,
Yet there is still no remorse for the harsh words spoken!
Why is this?
When I have spent the past 2 years and a half with you?
Loving you, wanting only you, doing all I can for you and to make you happy,
Is this what I get in return for all of my love, loyalty and complete devotion?!
Even after all the shit you have put me through,
Here I still stand willing to stand by your side throught the good and bad times!
I want a name of another woman who would do that,
After hearing the words "I just wanna get u your money and be done with you"?!
As I told you then and will still tell you,
I'm NOT trash so you have no right to say "and be done with you" to me!
Those are just words you can and should not EVER speak to one you supposedly loved,
But after that how can I know if it was real?
You can't possibly know me any at all if you can mistake my pain for anger,
Take a good hard look into my blood shot eyes and tear stained face,
Then tell me whether or not I'm hurt or angry,
Just that one look will tell you all you ever needed to know!
I gave you my heart so willingly and freely only wanting a promise in return,
A promise to never break it into a million pieces, thats all I wanted...your love!
But you have not only broken that promise you also said you would never leave me,
You would always be here for me, well now you have gone and I'm all alone and hurt!
How you do explain all of this,
How could you do all of this to me?
I only wanted you and only you, and your love, and have always been faithful to you,
Why do I get this in return?.... WHY!?
Author notes
Well as you all know, I usually only write about things that I experience personally. Whether it be happy, sad, depressing.. ect. Well as of about an hr ago now I'm single. It's not what I want at all but his actions are making me second guess that at the moment. I just dont understand how he could say all that to me after I've spent the past 2 and a half f'in yrs with him being nothing but loyal and honest and faithful to him the whole damn time!! I've helped him out when he had no one else to turn to and no where else to go, and I'd do it all again because that is how much love that is in my heart for him!! But is this how he is returning the favor?! I just dont and cant understand and I'm soooo hurt and heartbroken over the whole thing!!!!!! This is just the only way I knew to get this off my chest so that I wouldnt have a breakdown of some kind. So please dont be harsh on the critiques. And this is to you know who u r if u happen to read this.... I dont need this on my shoulders on top of everything else that is happening right now!! So, thanks a lot... i loved u with all my heart and always will more than likely and would do anything for u i could, and ive proven that time an time again and would do it all over again cuz to me u help those u love and give them nothing but unconditional love and devotion in return... not harsh words and make them feel like trash! ill alwyas love u n want u n im here if u do want me! If not then no hard feelings im still delighted that i met u and got to know u! ill always call u a friend.... i just wish i was still ur queen!
Please tell me what you think
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Hey sis Amazzin write
You can't possibly know me any at all if you can mistake my pain for anger,
Take a good hard look into my blood shot eyes and tear stained face,
Then tell me whether or not I'm hurt or angry,
Just that one look will tell you all you ever needed to know!
I gave you my heart so willingly and freely only wanting a promise in return,
A promise to never break it into a million pieces, thats all I wanted...your love!
But you have not only broken that promise you also said you would never leave me,
You would always be here for me, well now you have gone and I'm all alone and hurt!
How you do explain all of this,
How could you do all of this to me?
I only wanted you and only you, and your love, and have always been faithful to you,
Why do I get this in return?.... WHY!?
Beautiful jus beautiful and I can sooooo relate to this poem here.. I understand sooo well where u are coming from.. I ask the same question myself.. so i feel ya.. all the way.. hugs to ya sis.. u need me i'm here
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that is well, amazing..
my first impresion is..that you have been heart broken and cheated on..
i love this poem and i no how you must feel, but i can tell you feel 2x worse! dont worry there WILL be other people out there who would LOVE you and CARE for you and take you in as there queen ;]
"i just wish i was still ur queen!"
you would be QUEEN in anyones eyes, leave this guy and move on sooner or later he will realise that hes lost someone hugely close to him and he will regret it..
KEEP RIGHTING. that was terrific.
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