Taken into the rain; controlled by my greatest rival
suddenly wet with a substance immersed with acid
An elemental disaster which sends my anxiety high on arrival
which leaves me in a state far from placid
With a Blood filled innocence; I spill my loudest screams
sterilized yet murky tears drip down my dispirited face
As you scream "I'm just worth a good fuck" this is reaching the extreme
contaminated with acid my blood cells turn into a frenzy; a deadly embrace
In this clandestine meeting you use me like a whore
just your tainted infection in which there is no real cure
It's men like you; diseases to society whom I really abhor
as the rain sinks down I realise It's reassuringly pure
This acid erosion is my inner ego melting; slowly dissolving away
sudden realisation that nobody's here leaves me in a hasty shock
Realising this man melting my ego are memories of childhood which make me decay
inside my mind I relive my family's devil speak; tongues spoke of me
Inner turmoil reflects in my mindset mirror; never to alleviate the pain
only causing more memories; more reasons to cry over loneliness; put up my shell
As god in liquid form falls over my curves I remember the chain
of past lovers addicting caress; lies which lead to the angel who fell
Falling to my knees weakened in a perfectly mind numbing plague
memories are such a bitter disease but never do they erase
Ravenous in self despair; longing to be beautiful yet still I'm vague
As serpents tongues whip at me as they find their way to my face
Screaming in inaudible monotones; far too weak to say a word
when angels fall who picks them up from ostentatious lies
Whip lash from venom and snake tongues go unheard
Saying the words "I'm here for you now" would be most wise
suddenly wet with a substance immersed with acid
An elemental disaster which sends my anxiety high on arrival
which leaves me in a state far from placid
With a Blood filled innocence; I spill my loudest screams
sterilized yet murky tears drip down my dispirited face
As you scream "I'm just worth a good fuck" this is reaching the extreme
contaminated with acid my blood cells turn into a frenzy; a deadly embrace
In this clandestine meeting you use me like a whore
just your tainted infection in which there is no real cure
It's men like you; diseases to society whom I really abhor
as the rain sinks down I realise It's reassuringly pure
This acid erosion is my inner ego melting; slowly dissolving away
sudden realisation that nobody's here leaves me in a hasty shock
Realising this man melting my ego are memories of childhood which make me decay
inside my mind I relive my family's devil speak; tongues spoke of me
Inner turmoil reflects in my mindset mirror; never to alleviate the pain
only causing more memories; more reasons to cry over loneliness; put up my shell
As god in liquid form falls over my curves I remember the chain
of past lovers addicting caress; lies which lead to the angel who fell
Falling to my knees weakened in a perfectly mind numbing plague
memories are such a bitter disease but never do they erase
Ravenous in self despair; longing to be beautiful yet still I'm vague
As serpents tongues whip at me as they find their way to my face
Screaming in inaudible monotones; far too weak to say a word
when angels fall who picks them up from ostentatious lies
Whip lash from venom and snake tongues go unheard
Saying the words "I'm here for you now" would be most wise
Adding your comment:
The imagery was great, and the raw emotion just spilled out everywhere from your words. It was quite an experience to read...
maralisaxx
Had no idea it was a word bank till I got to the end..well done with that! Sometimes you can really tell, you know. But this is seamless and stunning! All the best in your contest 
