Beggining my ending

My name is Elizabeth Friar Dufrane.
One hobby is watching citizen Cane.
I have a job and wonderful friends.
For people like me, we wish life never ends.
But sadly it does and that's why i'm here.
I wont tell you a story to make you shed a tear.
I'm just telling you mine and that's all there is.
And of course the one that he lives.
His name is Lance and he's quite a great guy.
When he says something smart, there's a twinkle in his eye.
I'm heading home to watch LOST.
My whole windshield freezes with frost.
I can't see where i'm headed or what's happening at all.
Suddenly my car begins to fall.
I crash on the ground, or water or snow.
I couldn't see so i really don't know.
I'm counting my blessings all in my head.
My hands are turning pale, like someone dead.
They're warm again and as i look up.
I'm thinking i must have had some pretty good luck.
There's a staircase that spirals heaven high.
That's when i realize i'm going to eternity in the sky.
I climb the staircase and now i have wings.
What will it be filled with? People like kings?
I look down for one last peak.
For i know who it is that i seek.
I look up the stair case, it's quite a long way.
One more look is all that i say.
I miss him already, my sweet little Lance.
And then i look back, for one last glance.